louis vuitton sued red cross lol

back up i need two steps ...

& quit telling me all the things you think i wanna hear...




many days i wished i never met you because you broke me down so...but i realized this was for you to get to know me from my foundation. you built me back up w/ love. I don't just love you from my heart & mind, I love you from my soul & before I met you I used to hate love, be afraid of love, but now i need love, fiend love, i scream love i need your love & to you i'm bound by love, ecstasy & agony ...this is like a dream i seen inside my head ....& it keeps on playin over & over again ...





what is love fareal ...

i don't know why ...

but i'm sitting here with my 10DEEP fitted on ... & some other "choice" clothing ... today is my cousins graduation, i won't be able to make it ... it's in CT & i'm in GA. I was trying to make it but ...i need some more money. My dad probably would've paid but it's too late now.


c/o '09 -woot !

Anyways, i'm online looking for a new phone ... my ghettoberry has been through everything with me & its "TOW UP !" .... so i'm thinking about getting another but hopefully its not ghetto =/ ... maybe the bold ?... maybe ???? ....i was also looking at a side kick ...so it could be my "creeeppp phonneeee" LOL if you're lost on the creep phone jawn loookkaaatttdisssss:



man-o-man i've been sippin' iced tea allll day. :( i was hungry & we really don't have anything in here so i made some noodles & i was drawing so i forgot about'em & they turned all mushy ! & i hate when they get like that so i just threw them away. no food for meee.... i need to find something seriously before i die of malnourishment.

yesterday i hung out with my friend i super love him & his life & family !!! lol ... they are sooo like down to earth & friendly :D they're beautiful. Anyways, he's leaving for school all the way on the other side of the country :( & i'm gonna miss him mucho ... i had some good laughs too ... can't wait for our breaks 'cause then everybody will be back home !



when i was with him i found out Michael Jackson Died ... that junk is unbelievable ! but i mean a lot of people were hurt i was at walgreens & one of the pharmacists started crying .. what in the world ... i mean its kinda hard for me to be on that level of emotion about it because I mean my generation knows about Michael, I know I grew up hearing his music in my house but truthfully his death didn't have a big impact on me ... & another thing thats super mind boggling is how artist (music) can make songs so quick ! there's a tribute song out for MJ called Better On the Otherside by The Game f. Diddy, Chris Brown, Mario Winans, Polow Da Don, Usher & Boyz II Men (prod. DJ Khalil). it's crazy i haven't listened to it yet but i will eventually. I saw it up on 2DopeBoyz blog ...you can download it from there too.

i'm about to start scanning some of my sketches from that, design/logo thing for my cousin ... so yeahh...

oh yeh, & i'm drawing a new pic & i'm gonna paint it... i'll post a pic of that later, when i start painting it :D

i wanna recreate this pic ... its so creative !

sequin pants

aren't these fabulous ?!









i would never, could never rock these !

[asos.com]

Tiny & Toya

I was watching BET (don't ask why, its the summer ...what else is on ?!) & the commercial for the new show Tiny & Toya KEPT coming on ... i mean the same commercial on flippin' loop or something ! I mean, its not making me want to watch the show at all ... but is it me or does Toya (lil Wayne's ex-wife) sound just like Trina ?! ... it's weird...


Tiny .. looks sooooooooo..............unattractive...ew.

Indie Music Festival

I missed it !
It was on father's day, I had made plans to go but things didn't work out that way ...



:'(

Anyways it was too damn hot to be outside like that anyway...but i really wanted to go & see Kesh ! I effing LOVE her...Anyways it lasted until 10PM but i don't even know what i was doing at 10 on Sunday. Seriously my whole weekend is a blur... I can probably go check my facebook or something to see lol ...

Ummmm....on another note I can really see my style changing as I get older ... I mean , I used to be the girl wanting hella sneakers & t-shirts & all that "urban" vibe ish lol but now, I like heels & "blouses" LMAO .... I love'em ! Like I haven't fully crossed over because one, i need money & i mean i only own like two pairs of heels already lol ... i'm trying hard to WORK ! buddummm .. i still wear my vans & t-shirts because i can appreciate it... i feel like it's calm and relaxing attire ! but i NEED & WANT & CRAVE that real woman-lady type junt right now, its time lol, I'M GROWN !

WTF: on a positive note ...

courtesy of Necole Bitchie's Blog ...good looking out

Ciara's work video... all i can say is YES ! i love it ... about time ... i never heard the song (because i'm not a big Ciara fan) but i love the video GOOD JOB !

WTF

LMAO THIS WAS THE BIGGEST WTF I EVER MADE IN MY LIFE & THEN I GOT WEAK & STARTING CRYING LMAOOOOOOOOOO



SHE HAD TO BE LIKE 5 MONTHS PREGNANT !

ugh

so in the middle of the destruction of my blog, i get a call. I have to create some sketches or designs for my cousin & his clique, group, goons ?????? idk, i love his music so i said yeh... i'm already making sketches for myself sooooo why not huh ?

fathers day '09

my dad got what he wanted i guess ...well i know. he wanted an ipod charger & a new phone holster, which he got plus a card plus a brunch. we waited outside of Copeland's (that's where we went for brunch) for so long & then we went inside & continued our waiting. It was a buffet & they was hella flies flying around INSIDE the building...i hate buffets, its too many germs. but i sucked it up & ate a little bit.




he thought he was cool.


anyways the day sucked even more after that.

welcome to heartbreak

scary but decent ... i might be late but who cares


Welcome To Heartbreak (Feat. KiD CuDi) - Kanye West

starting off the day

got up a couple hours ago just had a bowl of frosted flakes & it sucked.




i think i put too much milk in it.




jungah juse :)


well i'm off to start my day of nothing ...

LATE

i havent posted in a while, i've been non-stop everywhere ... but today is a rest day i think. Today is lil ugly's birthday lol so who knows what we'll get into today (probably nothing) Anyways, she's legal sooooo ...hmmm...

Last week i spent over my sisters house & i pretty much didn't do anything but the same junk i do at my house but i got on the computer less .. =/ me & my sister went to the pool but didn't get in ... we went to the drive in movies & saw terminator & land of the lost. Land of the lost wasn't that funny but it was okay ... i think i'm over will ferrell now ....

[pics from the pool day--]








i wore a skirt that day & i don't wear skirts... i only own like 2 skirts & that skirts i've had for like a year or two & that was my second time wearing it lol i know its a shame ..




movie night.

As sooon as i got back home on sunday i went back out with some associates & went bowling .... i suck but i made a couple strikes & spares ! :)


back seat riding...

the car was packed but it was fun ... i guess lol


dude in the black lost ... he pretty much had all gutter balls lol


karinne dancing lol


Monday & Tuesday i went to orientation for school .... & stayed in the dorm over night ugh .. it was sooo cold & tiring the first day didn't end until 2AM for me !


-FIN lol

urban outfitters

so i'm on urban outfitters, you know looking for my hat & i noticed that i had five items in my cart. I look & i'm scrolling down the list of all the over priced things that i wished to acquire & then, there at the bottom of the list i saw these:



well not this color but like a dark blue denim color & it was flippin'



$4.99





WTF !



i have to buy NOW !

wtf yo

it rained like crazy yesterday ... & i think i'm starting to miss my hair. :'(

my hair is super effed & i don't even know how to fix it. its time to invest in hella hats


[looking for hats now]

tat

the flippin tat



is not that sh*t fye ?

shes got jimmy choo-oo-oo-oo-eh ...

so i was on globa14.com & these shades were posted up as the next big thing in shades from jimmy choo ...well i must say that they are nice. :)



notice the built in fierce eyebrow lol

UP !

thursday - day, i woke up spent most of my day in bed & thought & thought about how i wanted my hair for the summer & decided on a cut. first it was supposed to be a trim, but then it turned into a short cut so i made an appointment for the next day & went on with it. when it was done ... i hated it but then when i got home after TWO hours ... it actually looked cute.


first pic ever, with the short hair ... i had a horrible headache so no cuteness thee. (excuse tthe quality pic was taken on my awful ghettoberry)

my phone is getting worse by the day .... its time for a new one.


this is a pic from today, i was in my friends-boy car lol ... yooo the most horrifying ride in my life ... next to her father lol


we had lots of fun. i went to see UP today thats a good a** movie ! disney is getting better & better with the movies but the channel is going down the drain. :|

but hopefully i can get some better pics of the hair up... its semi cute :)

this weird man came up to me today, & he gave me his card & said that he loves doing short hair & couldn't believe that i did not have perm & ask me why i didn't have one ...blah bleh & THEN he said when i needed a trim that i should come to him & that he would do it for free... sounds good but i'm kinda scared he might try to give me a perm on the sly !


he would be looking like this lol



& i would be looking like this



AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !





LMAO .... i'm stickn to my people dem lol